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Mixed Signals We talk all day and we talk all night, you'll never know how it makes me feel inside. It's torture you know, it's kind of a low blow. You said there was no chance, no chance for romance. But still you treat me differently, and why I cannot see. You know it could be taken wrong, you've known this for oh so long. You made it very clear to me that I wasn't for you, but now I get mixed signals and don't know what to do. Some days I think you like me, and others I think you don't, I want you to make it clear to me, even though I know you won't. Life would be much easier without crushes and love, but it's the way it's

The Path While sitting in church many things come to mond, I keep looking for a God that I can't seem to find. I feel that he's there, but can't always see, I feel like sometimes he's hiding from me. My faith seems in vain but I know that it's not, God shows me his presence, he seems to show me a lot. I am an ignorant fool, becuaes I blow off his word, I feel like an idiot, I feel like a little turd. I don't seem to listen to the word that he speaks, I don't think I'm on the path the Cristian world seeks. I hope the Lord helps me get back on the road home, cause I want to be with him, in his giant, holy dome.

Why Jesus Christ my savior, he stands before me now, he died upon the cross for me, my heart just wants to know how. How could he die for a sinner, he knew that's what I'd be? He knew all the horrible thing I'd do, but that wasn't all he'd see. He'd see me giving my life to him, he'd see me bringing others too, he'd see my sins being taken away, all, not just a few. He bore them on the cross with him, before I was even around, He gave me eternal lif right now, he made my future sound. Not my future here on earth, but my future after I die, he gave his life so I could be saved, and that's the reason that I ask why? Why, would he do

Emotions They say the eyes are linked to the soul, They show the pain and love and all. When you're happy they glitter like stars, When you're sad they're covered with bars. When you're in love everyone knows, In everyday life your emotions show.

Friends or Enemies Pain and happiness are enemies and friends, when one is dormant the other blends. Pain hates happiness and happiness hates pain, but without one another life would be a one way lane. There would be no fun, no friends, no love, there would be no heartbreak from near, far, or above. But without the bad you can't have the good, without the good you'll never know where you stood. Were you happy or were you sad, were you mad or were you glad.

Matters of the Heart Any day now you'll get the nerve, you'll finally have what it is you deserve. He'll know how you feel and he won't need to deal, you'll finally have him and you'll know that it's real. He'll care for you and you'll care for him, things will never be the way they had been. Either you'll stay together or you'll drift apart, but forever you'll know, you're in eachother's heart.

Sleepless Realization Sleep just won\'t come, My brain it still runs. I just can\'t stop thinking, My eyes not even blinking. My actions run endlessly, They taunt me relentlessly. I see faults from my past, Every time I\'ve come last. I feel the tears that have run, And regret the evil I\'ve done. Every mistake that I\'ve made, They\'re all being replayed. Every heart that I\'ve broken, Every mean, evil token. When I fell on my knees, When I\'ve polluted the seas. I must be so bad, I\'ve made my friends feel sad. What have I done? Tell me, where can I run? I can\'t get away, My past is here to stay. My future must chang

A Glance in the Mirror I look in those eyes, what do I see? I see in those eyes what no one wants to be. I look at those lips and hear what they say. I look at those lips that don\'t hold words at bay. I look at those ears and hear what they won\'t. I look at those ears, I understand what they don\'t. I look at that nose, it\'s raised to the sky. I look at that nose and I wonder why. I look at that hair, it sticks out in odd places. I look at that hair, it seems as a rat\'s oasis. I look in the mirror, a monster I see. I look in the mirror, this can\'t hardly be me!